a heartless bitch
Tell me that I'm a good girl A girl who listens to you and stand by you In a bad or good weather, hope it won't change forever I just don't care anymore about me, that's why I'm so into you
Where in fact maybe I'm the bad girl y…
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missing you like crazy
Baby let me in again After those late nights we spent together Now I'm missing you, don't know what to do I'm starting to see the blind stars, curling up on my bed Trying to forget the things we've been through Is it supposed to end th…
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talks
if I were you
How come that I’m still into you After all this time chasing for a new catch Hate to say I hate you when I don’t, not even close It’s just I can’t do that anymore I’m scared and sacred of my own thoughts I’m sorry that I hurt you Hate me the way you want …
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darkest fantasy
In this dark night and cold, cold air It’s been only your shadow to help me escape When I close my eyes and start to picture you there With your hands, our skins are touching Pin me down, hit me bad like you miss it Moans are in the air, as bodies are c…
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story
her side of the story
Once upon a time There was a lonely girl wanting to feel loved Or just any kind of love she deserved So she tried to find her own way Gone through a desert, all nothing but the false hope So she came back home, claiming she’s loving herself
Then, she fou…
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a blind hope
I don't know what's going on inside your head Every time you remember my name Is it gonna echo some memories or just mourn Just like mine every time I picture you there It burns the hell out of me, set it ablaze
All the way leads me back to you T…
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a slow learner
I feel like I'm dressing in regrets The last dress you bought that you'd never see All the gifts were wrapped in black and blue The colors that you've ever shown me But now I try to burn it Even though you don't get to see it Yes, I'm…
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talks
loving you from afar
Now I heard you’ve lived somewhere, A place that I’ve never known Cold water and some dark nights, that’s all I could remember You’re gonna need some fresh air and wind to help you recover From what have been lost, at least after this whole year and m…
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honesty
Why would I lie to myself when I can be honestFaking some smiles is a sick move And I’m tired of it All I need is you under me, or I on top of you Just to numb the pain away Beacuse you know me well And I know you too well
It’s like walking on a broken g…
poetry
ironically aeonic
I said I was your girl
I'd follow you around, hot and cold
When you want me down, I'll get down
So low, down, and gritty
I said I was your one and only
While you chose your own and left me with nothing
I said I was your lady
Devoted to you, no matt…
story
pretty idiot
Bring me back to the way it was That's what I'm begging you to do It's been a year and awhile for me Trying to lose my senses But I still feel you here and near I could care so much to not to think about you But when the time's coming, …
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this isn't really over (for me)
I was reading all my thoughts and I got to think that it's been awhile since everything happened It was a year ago and months that's passed A lot of "what ifs" questions for this unreal situation Trying to be better everyday, that…
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that best dress on
I keep my best dress on Red lips, red nails, like cherry in the spring Only to wait for the one, my only one Before it’s all disappeared and haunted me for no reasons So, I’m just gonna ride with it
Soft skin, my body, I’ll keep it tight for you Short ski…
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stay not to stay
I think I should think about it now It's getting way too much and out of control It's been a year and months for me to feel in grieve and cry with no reasons For the thoughts of getting over you, I'm getting over you now My heart's …
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sultry
sheets
I usually look for something to comfort me But babe, there’s nothing compare to the way I think about you Those ocean eyes and firm hands That makes me want to always stay and never let go Guess I’ve drowned myself to obssessed over you Even though you’…
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we're (not) trying
How can I be with someone I dislike at the same room?When it's hot, it's steamy When it's cold, it's gloomy I don't like the way I have to put up with And hate the fact that I have to knuckle under that ego 'till death do us …
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my best mistake
Everything's just fine, hereBreathing the new air every morning Sippin' on coffee while smokes are in the air I wish I could be back the way I used to be Living a happy, confused but exciting life While now, I'm just trapped into this cru…
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a devil in disguise
I don't know if saying yes to you was the best decision I've ever madeI hate the way that I cry every night, in the silence You covered it up so well that's why I fell for you Now that I know the real you, I wish I could turn back time an…
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