I always give it a try about how to handle myself well, wherever I'm in
Used to go around the globe, met some new friends there
From Canada to New Zealand, England to USA
What a nice time I had to be in those memorable moments
I just wish I could do it again, if I could
But sometimes... nights get a little ugly and I get a little lonely
And I find myself daydreaming
About that thing I could do
Best things are easy to be imagined
So I always think about things that could get me near,
to see the stars exploding, to feel myself from the inside, and that's the beauty of it
I'm keeping myself in a good shape, cz that'll drive boys crazy
I'm keeping my clothes openly-closed, cz that's a mysterious thing
I'm keeping away myself from the reality I'm in, cz I hate it
And I'm still keeping that space, hoping he'll back and never leave again
What a nice thing to think about
That's me and my unconscious self talking
Save your judgments, cz I don't want to hear anything
To me, fantasizing help me to escape
Instead of taking pills
I've been hurt, broken, and numb,
You know, that's an unfortunate thing
Used to feel you in my most of time, talking shits till we laughed
Now you're the one who gets to laugh, above everything we've been through
You're a long gone, and my heart's finally home
It's just a shame that we had to ended up that way
And I'll be back thinking, and wishing for you to come back soon
Until I realize that you're gone and that frustrates me
So I'll go back giving a fuck for myself
Hands on my body thinking about those beautiful things
For you I wish nothing but goodluck
for trying to find another me
As I may get tired, searching for you in every strangers I fell in
But I feel nothing, I want to feel something
You and I, we lost our time and heart in that moment
Well, maybe it's just me and my unconscious self talking
Wanna be heard but I still hear nothing
Just keep your hands on yours trying to picture me up here
FFF
(May, 2nd 2024)
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