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Dear 25th of December
Kamis, 25 Desember 2014
Dear diary,
Pertama-tama, karena hari ini hari natal, let me say "Happy Christmas for those who celebrate!" Katanya sih bagi umat muslim mengatakan selamat natal itu haram, tapi kenapa gue ucapin ya? Sejujurnya, …
poems
The Rain
Rain drops Oh, The rain drops I'm looking up and see the sky The vultures are circling through the darkness Heart breaks Oh, my heart breaks Every time it's raining my heart breaks Cause I remember the way you looked at me When we were toge…
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Stay
Sunday morning and it's raining Waking up from bed and act like everything is okay I know, someday it's gonna be okay I know, someday I'm gonna let go Because all this time, I've been wondering Maybe I'm gonna be okay If you say…
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Wonderland
Your sweet sweet green eyes been hangin' around my head 2 AM and still wide awake Smiling while holding your picture Off to bed, but my thoughts were flying through my head And now I see, now I think, I should take all my words back I should ta…
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quotes
So Far Away
I'm keeping myself from outside my door Just to see you, through my imagination Your smile, flying through my mind as I capture it clear Your shadow, that's been hanging on my mind since I saw you Without you, I'm like a piece paper lyi…
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Mr. Sherlock Holmes OR Mr. Benedict Cumberbatch?
Honestly, I think I caught this disease again; back to become a fangirl.
So it was Sunday when my roommate gave me this movie as she had watched it for such a long time. I was bored, actually. I did not know what to do. I was just laying in bed,…
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A Psychotic Angel
Sunday morning wake up in a mess room Comb, papers, all stuff are spreading on the floor You will find her foods in the corner, You will find her clothes in her bed, And you will find her favorite dress next to her, But baby, trust me, she has beau…
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Oh, Kaleidoscope
Say you'll remember the day we met
Passing yourself while you're staring at me
I tried to smile, tried to convince myself
I shouldn't fall that fast,
I shouldn't let myself fall right on you
Say you'll remember the day we share…
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The Break-Fall
I come to this line where I can't hold this feelings anymore I come to the edge where I wanna jump and let it finish I saw you the other nights, in my dream Full of people running scared, screaming, and howling You, standing there. You looked …
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Jika Dia Tanya, Katakan, Aku Sudah Pergi
Well, akhir-akhir ini memang dikejutkan oleh banyak hal. Pertama, dunia digemparkan oleh Dijah Yellow, seorang cewek yang super norak dengan postingan "Hi, My name is Dijah. Dijah Yellow. Thank You." Lalu cewek itu dengan muka yang sum…
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Singkat Cerita
Akhirnya setelah akhir-akhir ini gue disibukkan oleh urusan kampus dan lain-lain (termasuk tidur dan nganggur dirumah gak ada kerjaan dan gak ada inspirasi untuk nulis blog), gue kembali hadir dengan celoteh-celoteh anak kuliahan galau di blog i…
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story
Just Flashbacking
Welcome back to routinity, everyone!
Well, just wanna let you know, I'm back to Aceh and I'm so so ssooo happy for it.
But another story just happened while I was in Jakarta, so yeah, I'm gonna talk about it a little bit here.
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Clarity
High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown…
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Mulai Lagi, Kan?
Sebetulnya pengen banget curcol di blog sejak siang tadi, tapi ada saja halangannya. Pertama, gue harus beres-beres rumah dulu. Kedua, gue pergi ke salon untuk potong rambut. Ketiga, gak sengaja gue ketiduran dibawah lindungan selimut tebal dan …
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memories
Silence
"I choose to love you in silence, because in silence I find no rejection and in silence no one owns you but me and only me."
I could have never imagined how would it be if I never met you and knew you. At first I just thought we could b…
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You Are My Worst Nightmare
Jadi tadi sore gue tidur siang. Tapi yang membuat spesial adalah, gue bermimpi sesuatu yang sangat aneh karena sebelumnya gue tidak sama sekali berpikir tentang hal itu. Okay, gue ngimpi melepaskan seluruh emosi dan amarah gue terhadap satu mant…
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"Maybe"
Maybe I'm getting tired of pretending
Maybe I'm getting fed up with this thing
Maybe I'll go somewhere
Somewhere where I don't know where I am
So just get lost and not found
Maybe I know what's best for me
Maybe I know what shou…
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Well, Who Me?
Seriously, I don't wanna be in this fucking awkward situation where I don't even know where my heart belongs to. I think I'm getting fed up by all these things, the untrusting, the insecurities, the confusion, the crestfallen, I don&…
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Dear June, 27th
Dear diary, I was in a shock when he gave me a pink rose and surprised me a little when I parked my bike as I arrived to the place that we had promised before.
Dengan hati yang setengah menerka-nerka, "kira-kira ngapain gue mau jauh-jauh dat…
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Rasanya Setengah Mati
Gue bingung harus dari mana gue memulai untuk bercerita tentang apa yang terjadi akhir-akhir ini ketika gue di Jakarta. Dari awalnya gue datang ke sini dengan tujuan untuk kasih surprise ke orang tua sampe akhirnya gue yang dikasih surprise dulu…
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"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
