the best in me


I count back to the days where it all started
How I wish I wouldn't meet you,
How I wish I could rewind the time,
   just to avoid myself to fall for you.

But you were there, giving me all I need
I was happy back then, just before I lost my mind
But I never regret it, I never wanna let go
So I'm here now, crying and flashing back everything we had.

Don't you worry, you're the best that happened in me
You're my first, and probably gonna be my last to break my heart
You're true to me, you've changed everything I am
Now there's distances between us, and I feel like I give up on us,
But I can't, it can't be that easy,
   what we had, what we did, what we promised,
I tell you, it's just not easy to forget what we've been through
But still, you're the best that happened in me...

If I tell you that I love, would you trust me?
After all this time we play the same game over and over again,
After all this time I can't stop chasing you back, 
   even though I told you I wanna let go
After all this time I feel so stupid to fall in love with the wrong one,
But still, I'm fronting you, even though you've never liked it anyway

I know that maybe I'm just the other one for you,
But I can't lie that I don't need you at all
But what was the "I love you" then?
What was about the time you told me I was the only, only one?
But, okay, I get it now, 
You wanna let go, and I can't avoid it
Even I know that you'd hurt me so, so bad
But I can't do anything else, 
   to hold you back, and bring back the old you here

Maybe one day, after all this time,
I'll be gone and be with my life,
just remember that.... you're the best that happened in me.

FFF
(April, 30th 2017)

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