just me, wondering.

by @fancy_julia

When you think he's finally the one, 
but suddenly he left, 
You think you lost yourself for awhile,
but actually it's just your mind which got burned all over.
Hand over heart you'll be praying, 
Hoping this's for the best,
While actually this's the worst you've ever had. 

Funny, isn't it?
You still remember about the day when you met him
And suddenly you kissed him
And suddenly he dragged you down, 
Watching you go wild down low, low down, 
Till you can't breathe, till you're run out the touch.

You think you know it,
but actually you don't.
You think you love him,
but actually its just too good to be true. 
Maybe it's just your mind who got tired after all this time.
Trying to chase something new, something good,
While you forget that we can't actually have things we want.

Isn't it ironic?
When you finally believe that actually there might be, might be, 
just someone, someone, out there, somewhere, 
Who's willing to love you for what you are?
To me, they're just like shadows, 
We never know about it, until the darkness comes and hit.
Leaving you wondering about things you have.
But you have nothing, 
Even though you wish you have something. 
So ironic and dramatic.

But what about "never give up?"
What about the prettiest thing people ever told you about 
how beautiful you are? 
how magical you are?
What about it all? 
If it's about the soul who got broken, 
Then why we should live in this magnificent world 
with just a little love inside?

FFF
(August, 31 2017)

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