Love

When it hurts, it truly is

When it gloom, it really is

When it shines, it surely is.

You don't know what you've done

You knocked my door, I let it opened,

You stayed a while, then you gone.

Without any second thoughts,

Without anything left.

You poured the seeds, you let it grew,

You let it bloomed, just before you let it ran out breathe,

You forgot to pick it up, you forgot to make it shine,

You just walked away, without sensing the final touch.

You changed the weather, you changed that little girl,

   who once never believed in love,

But now she do,

You changed the whole things until it gets dark,

Until I forget how to feel again,

You've ruined what you've grown,

You let it down, even you let it drown.

Drown deeply, deeply drown.

In a bottle full of hopes,

In a bottle full of poison,

You let it die,

And now you win, it's died.

Terribly died, so heavenly died.

Now I'm asking myself,

Am I still the same?

Am I just get better?

Am I now sober?

Am I now clean?

But I realize,

No matter how far I go, how far I run,

I want the whole world to know that 

I'm still me, yeah, that same-old little girl,

And trying to stay the same,

Even after that love shine and die, 

Even after that rain turns to thunder,

Even after you came and broke that perfect girl.

FFF

(June, 5 2017)