But till this time, I'm still chasing my path to reach you
You, and only you inside my head
I know I'm supposed to let go, and let you go
But tell me how could I move, if...
there's only you inside my head, and not wanting to go?
I've been drowning to my own sadness,
So deep, dark, full of shit flowing inside my head
I feel empty, I feel lifeless
But I could bet, I wouldn't be like that
If you're here, and be here with me
I close my eyes, and I see you there
Smiling across the room, wanting to hold me again
I open my eyes, then you're gone
And I'm back to feel empty and lifeless again
I'm crying, but you won't hear a thing,
I'm smiling, but it's all too much to hide the pain.
No matter how far I go, how great I feel again,
It's all nothing without you here
And now you're there, and I don't even know how are you
Even though I really want to,
But I wouldn't get any call from you,
And I won't be alive until there's a call from you,
And till now I'm still waiting a call from you,
Even though I know you're gone and somewhere
But I'm gonna be still here, lying down with my highest hope
to reach you back, and forget the pain for a while
So come on, come to me
Give me a hint, I'm out of my trust issues now
Don't you worry about a thing,
Now I know about what you want, what I want
Even though what I really want is not what you want...
FFF
(May, 12 2017)
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