your call.


I've been bruised, and I've been swearing to let go
But till this time, I'm still chasing my path to reach you
You, and only you inside my head
I know I'm supposed to let go, and let you go 
But tell me how could I move, if...
   there's only you inside my head, and not wanting to go?

I've been drowning to my own sadness,
So deep, dark, full of shit flowing inside my head
I feel empty, I feel lifeless
But I could bet, I wouldn't be like that
If you're here, and be here with me

I close my eyes, and I see you there 
Smiling across the room, wanting to hold me again
I open my eyes, then you're gone
And I'm back to feel empty and lifeless again
I'm crying, but you won't hear a thing,
I'm smiling, but it's all too much to hide the pain.

No matter how far I go, how great I feel again,
It's all nothing without you here
And now you're there, and I don't even know how are you
Even though I really want to,
But I wouldn't get any call from you, 
And I won't be alive until there's a call from you,
And till now I'm still waiting a call from you,
Even though I know you're gone and somewhere
But I'm gonna be still here, lying down with my highest hope
   to reach you back, and forget the pain for a while

So come on, come to me
Give me a hint, I'm out of my trust issues now
Don't you worry about a thing, 
Now I know about what you want, what I want
Even though what I really want is not what you want...

FFF
(May, 12 2017)

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