perfection.

I was that girl who used to make you shine

Even when the sky's grey, the bird's didn't make any sound

I was that girl who's willing to give you everything,

just wanted to make you feel a little love, a little perfection

And I was that girl who's falling too hard, 

even you have no idea why

We're living in two-worlds different,

I was the one who loved you with everything you are

while you didn't even know how to put up with it

You think you wanted to go, but it ain't that easy

I put my best effort to stay,

but you're the one who's willing to let go of me

Maybe you can't accept the love I was giving

Maybe you can't open your eyes to see the right things ahead,

And don't you think I was a fool, no...

I was the bravest, the strongest, the saddest, you should understand

But maybe you can't accept the perfection I was giving

Or maybe you are just too afraid to get my taste of affection, 

Now I'm not trying to forget about everything you said,

I'm just trying to be my own self after all this thing.

Memories, I hope it'll fade eventually, and will do, eventually,

But I'm not trying to forget about everything you've done,

That makes me hurt, oh but what is love without the hurt?

I'm gonna stand strong, and ease the pain

Even some days I might miss you,

and trying to reach you,

and waiting for you.

and I know you won't come back.

Maybe there's too much mystery between us,

Mouth to mouth we didn't speak, but you healed it with a kiss

Maybe there's too many distances now between us, 

But I won't let myself dive too deep, before it's too late

But maybe it's true, you can't accept the perfection I was trying to give,

Just to make you feel safe, wanted, and loved

Or, maybe it's true that you are just too afraid to get my taste of perfection,

So you decided to go away without any second thoughts.

FFF

(May, 24 2017)