I thought my heart's home somehow
That's why I tried to come back
I'm glad that everything's going well with you
That kinda gives me a little cold closure
The fact that you're just fine without me
Now I know where should I stand
Back to the ground is all I need
I just realized that the brigde has burned down
No pieces left to be found
And how naive I've been yearning for that thing we call love
It's a bullshit and I should've known
I've lost my way but I have to stand strong
Now I know, you won't need me anymore
Now I know, you're just there finding your own home
I used to own you, I used to praise you, always
It's a goodbye even though I don't want to
You make it easier, it was harder before
Now I know it's time to let go
Now I know it's time to forget about those underego
Now that I know, I shouldn't feel bitter anymore
Why it feels so strange?
Why it bothers me still?
It's not about the time
It's not about those unrealistic dreams we've ever created
Or maybe, it's about me, after all
Can't see you happy with someone else
Even though I hope you're happy at some other side
I'm shameless and selfish and this is me with the newer version you might hate
Heartbreak tells me to be better, so don't blame me for that
Why do I still feel the hurt after all this damn time?
Why do I still feel the longing, even after you broke me down?
Shouldn't I just move on and continue my life?
Keep telling myself that I'll get better in time
But that's a lie, cz I never wanna let you go
So please, don't let go
So please, hold me back
Look at me with all your heart, feel me in most of your days and nights
Have you found someone new, yeah, don't wanna know about that
I wanna win you, kin you to my very last breath
Where we could kiss all day and do the things we wanna do
I've known you longer and you knew me better
So why would you leave me so bitter?
Can we make it all work for longer?
Scars on my heart, body and soul, yeah, they don't matter
I just wanna hold you forever
Just one last time I wanna say something
Before I go away and may leave you somewhere
Can we be like what we used to be?
Can we talk, argue, or love like we used to be?
I want us the way we used to be
So please, stay with me
And by that, come back to me...
FFF
March, 23rd 2024
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