Questions for GOD

Dear God,
I have some questions for you. I hope you understand and know what you have to do.

1) Why was I born?
2) Why did you put me here?
3) Why should I meet him?
4) Why?
5) Why?
6) Why do I fall in love with someone that I think I wouldn't ever ever could get him?
7) Why is he older than me?
8) Why should we meet?
9) Why should I keep this feeling for him?
10) Why I could be this obsessed with him?
11) Why can't I look directly to his eyes when he's passing my self?
12) Why should I meet him?
13) Why do you put me here, God?
14) Why do you make me falling in love with him? WHY?
15) Can I just go away from this feeling?
16) Answer me, CAN I JUST GO AWAY FROM THIS FEELING?
17) And... there're so much guys out there who has possibility for me to love, but why must him?
18) Will he falls for me too?
19) Why do you have to make me choose between him or my oldest best friend?
20) God, I can't love them. I have to choose who's better for me. But Who'll be the one that I  
      choose?
21) I can't ask you more about this, hope you understand, and maybe answer all of my questions.

- Thank you.