hurt.

I think I've been fooled for too long

Holding on to the feelings I never knew it'd be like this

Only if I should surrender, I'd do it from the first

But you, come in and fix everything I am

I can't let go even I know, I must let go

Say you won't leave me, I still need you here

Even though I know, I should give up

Now the ocean's too wide to swim, 

The mountain's too high to climb,

Nothing that I could do anymore

I'm giving up my love for you

Don't you think it'd hurt when you love someone, 

   but doesn't get anything in return?

Don't you think it's been stagnant, walking in such blurry space?

So now I know what I'm doing, and don't stop me

Even though you tell me you love me so, 

I couldn't, I just couldn't

Trust me it hurts when I said I wanna let go

I never wanna let you go

But I need to stop the daydreaming, the misery, the mystery,

It's for the better, I think

So.. just walk away, go away, go away from my life

No I don't wanna see you anymore, I don't

Tell the angels to stop writing the story for us,

Because I'm the one who's got it ended

All the way.. I don't wanna get myself in trouble,

and I know you're the trouble, the one's who got issues

I'm so torn, I'm so clueless, I'm so faded now

I don't wanna get my heart too tired for hoping something 

   that ain't get clearer

I just need to re-build everything you've fucked up,

Because love's gonna heal, not destroy 

But you've destroyed everything in me, and I lose myself

So tell me you love me for the last time,

Trust me, you've lost something you thought you're gonna get back

I won't go back, I won't hold back,

I'm gonna be me, and I hope you know this.

FFF

(April, 24 2017)