One day I feel like so weak,
Weaker than my own soul, my own thoughts.
Even though I know I must've gotten it there.
I'm just so frail, so fool, so dumb.
I can't even let my mind control everything I have.
Or,
Maybe I'm just so naive to say that I don't like it,
It such a savor to me, more than anything I could handle now.
Skin to skin, palm to palm, what a marvelous thing.
It's like you're the best while you are the worst.
But..
I'm loving this game, I'm loving this fiery touch,
even though I know, this's a mistake I've been making.
Why can't it come in the right time?
Why can't I just be normal to fall to another arm?
Am I too naive?
Am I too selfish?
Am I that dangerous?
It's like I can't help myself to stop, even though I know,
I need to stop this.
Now it feels like we're so far away.
But when you're away, I want you to stay close.
I'm buried in this isolation page, hideous feelings.
Every time we meet, every time we talk,
Feels like there's hundred directions between us.
I know you're guarded up, I know you're about to stay still.
But I can't be in this way,
Or,
I might get hurt, sooner or later.
FFF
Feb, 9 2017
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