"Just Friends" that's what we said.

"Just Friends" that's what we said. 

Oh, I used to like you a lot

Seeing the sparks flew every time we meet

I told myself "Don't get attached!"

But as I saw you over and over again, 

Our feelings stay the same, 

"Just friends" and that's what we said...

Now it's been three years since you've gone

I so remember about all the goods and the bad

That one night I couldn't sleep at all, because I was thinking about you

About all the things you said, all the things you've done

And I couldn't get back to sleep again

Because my eyes and my mind wouldn't stop picturing you

Standing there, holding me close

Kiss me hello and never let me go...

I should admit that I've been in love with you

But wait, weren't you in love with me too?

I spent all my days wondering and keep thinking,

about how this would go? 

I put my best act to camouflage 

So you wouldn't know about all of this truly

Because we are "just friends" and that's what we said...

Now I'm back to that path again

Seeing the dress and all things you gave

I feel like I wanna cry, but why should I?

I feel like I'm sad, but how could I?

You are just somebody that I used to know,

You are just somebody that leave me scars,

and You are just somebody that can't be moved.

And I'm back to think,

"What did I do so wrong, baby?"

I loved you, and you loved me back

And I knew that there were sparks when we talked

"Why did we drove out of the road, baby?"

'Cause I never thought that you'd gone anyway

Leaving me alone, struggling the storms when it's all sunny

I was so stupid for trusting you, 

Smile when you talked, laughed in your jokes,

Oh, why was I so stupid for doing that to you?

And now, after all this time, 

Did you ever love me like I did?

Did you ever dream about me, holding your hands?

Did you ever think that I wouldn't ever forget you at all?

Because baby, I'm an half empty now, I need you here

Back to you is all I need

So come in my way and take me back

Let the sun shines after the storm happens

I love you here, forever and not maybe. 

F F F 

(Jan, 11 2016)