Heart-Blowing

Isn't it perfect when you love him, and he loves you back?

Isn't it perfect when you both have some similarities? 

When the only and the only person who would stand is only him..

When you know, the butterflies inside your chest turns to become a monster just when he looks at you in the eye?

I know those are perfect, because I'm having you here, inside my chest.

Oh, I remember.

I was cold, and he gave me his jacket

I was singing, then he was too

I was looking at him, and he saw me too

He told me whole things about his future and his family.

I just want to feel it. Once again.

When you stepped into his life and everything just change

You're happier than you were, because you think it's funny

Fun and games were the first way you make your move

Until one day, you realized that you are falling for him, for sure...

Day by day you're so confused about what to do.

Message-texting were the only way to reach him

Joking all that all nights, just like you both were like a kid

Your smile was the only thing that can tell 

Your eyes were the only thing that can see

About the feelings, deep deep deep inside your heart

You dreamed about him, all day all night

You kept thinking about him, all day all night

You wanted to touch him, like you're begging for it

You could not possibly be so quite to not to tell

You wanted to tell, but you're afraid of his rejection

Where all you wanted so far was perfection

Because after all this time

You finally realized that he made you feel beautiful when you're just nothing

He made you think that he was the best

Surround with all this guilty, but you can't do nothing.

You're too in love to let go, but too sad to take it all the way

You were young, and you were mad

But still, you think he's still the best

But wait, if I should confess, I would confess

I'm in love with my bestfriend, and I'm struggling for it.

- Sincerely, Me.