Finally, God has answered my prayer!!!
I'm so glad that I've finally moved on onto something new and good. I know what's already happened last year even last month was so much full with confusions and things like that, but I'm thank God, I've moved on and maybe I'll try so much harder than before. I know he's not good for me, and he has already found somebody new, I just feel glad ever met him.
I think this's just the right time for me to finally close the page, and open to the new one. Now I know what's good for me, what's best for me, so that I'm gonna do everything what I wanna do. But the most prestigious things I gotta do is just move on. Move on seems so hard when you don't know where to hold. But when you know your time to move is now, I think, yeah, you should move. Or you'll get heartache forever as long as you stay. For me, move on means I have to move to something good, not someone good. There's any difference between "something" and "someone". But I prefer move to something good, because I'm not surely know what's happen ith me for the next. Move on means you're letting go your past and ready to step to the next level.
I am just a sucker for love. I love someone but then forget them. And falling again, and ended with "I hate him" again. I don't know why this thing can be happened with me. I don't want to, but I do. Everytime I try to not to be like that, those things keep ended like that. But I promise, I'll be more selective on falling in love. Maybe I'll guard my self before everything just too late.
I just wanna say.. well finally I have moved on. I love it, really. Finally I could feel like I'm a brand new chick and ready to look for something good. I believe in the name of God and I believe that God never put me in such complicated situation like what happened before. Actually, it's me.I should blame my self for the last mistake that I was over-thinking of anything. But today, I don't think so that I'm still trying to over-think and back to hold on onto the memories. Memories are just memories. Because in the end all that you have is just memories where everybody else is change. I'm so happy for finally I'm free.
I don't wanna go back to think about the time when he was by my side, because when I do, I'll be crying and I don't wanna cry anymore. I don't wanna go back to think he's still the one inside my heart. Maybe God put him to my life just because I had to learn about letting go. I'm letting go now. And just remember, I don't wanna hold on onto the memories anymore.
I hope you have a great day.
- me
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