It's a new year, welcome 2024
Last year was such "a year" for me
Spent my whole days, months, and time to think about
What we could've been,
What we should've been,
and the possibilities of what we would've been
But it all just slipped away like it never happened
Every now and then, my mind will be so busy to clear up things
Must pick up those things
And I'm picking up those things
I put both of my dreams and reality through these words I'm writing
Hopefully will find my way to feel peace
Even though, I'll be forever safe in your hands
and guarded up in your sounds
But what's love without all those the cursing?
One day we were a lover, the next day we were enemies
Just trying to understand what we stood for
Now that you've understood what it were
You're gone with the most painful goodbye
And I remember crying out of my lungs, trying to be okay
You know, I won't be okay
I never wanna regret things,
I never wanna be selfish
And I'm so good at missing you in silence
And you're so good at keeping your thoughts to keep me out
Now that I'm sober,
I won't do the same mistakes twice
And hopefully, be forever wide awake for the things that's about to come
January felt like a burning desire,
February was like a candle in the dark,
March, we almost lost ourselves
and April, we lost it all
And, we lost it all...
We lost it all.
FFF
(Jan, 3rd 2024)
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