clarity.

I bet now you're feeling just fine

Back to your old games, playing with your mind so free

After all these days you've been feeling so lonely

Trying to find an escape, but you won't find some

When you know what you gotta do, but still, you deny it 

It's so clear now that

You're losing me, and I'm losing you at no time

Saying my prayers with heavy eyes

   to the wind, the moon, and the stars

Hope you're okay at some other sides 

People would tell me "you're such a moron"

But it's only me that knows everything 

I'll never step on that walk path again

And I keep promising myself, I'm gonna be fine, again

It's a cruel world we're living

Right one, at the wrong time

Can't push it too far, won't pull it back too deep

But to drift away, hanging for life 

And with the memories I still clearly see

I'll just let it slowly fade away

Without having to burn them all

Say, I'm just a fool to myself

For falling too deep, and left like nothing

Ain't no need for another closure

The way you tried to keep yourself on the ground, 

It's clear that slowly, you're going away

And I won't be that girl again, 

I guess this is the time to...

Letting go of all the best that ever happened to me

Sounds like bullshit but here I go

Because it's clear to me now that

You're never mine,

You're never mine,

Our love story was a twisted, complicated, tragedy

But I won't mind...

and it's alright... :)

FFF

Jan, 6th 2024