true colors.

I'm telling you, I'm telling you that I'm just fine

Turn the music on, got my heels on, dance with the tears flowing

I'm gonna laugh hard, as hard as I'm struggling for life

Lady in day, witch in most of my night

Now can you tell me how I feel?

As long as I'm trying to disguise how I feel?

All I know is how to dance in the rain

Feeling okay when I'm high

Maybe I'm stumbled upon a stone

I'm good when I tell you, 

and I'm bad when I'm hideous

I'm just no one, living in both side

Black and white, and nothing is ever gonna change that

This is my true colors, this's myself

This is how I live, this's how I end things

This's how I pretend to be, this's what I love

This's how I do, and this's how I shine

I'm nobody but me. 

I've been good, I've been bad

They just keep shouting without ever gonna understand

Or maybe they just don't get it

Showing acts, a dangerous side of me

Praying this will be end, but this ain't gonna end

I'm just doing what I can, or what I intend to do

Even sometimes I get so intense

A little game is fine cause I'm just such a bad girl

But this's my true colors, this's myself

A little dark inside, shining outside

I ain't no good, no..

I ain't no bad, no..

I'm just a broken little angel, living in the world of mistakes

If only I could be good then I would

But now it's time for me to show who I really am

Without feeling guilty at all...

This is my true colors, this's myself

This is how I live, this's how I end things

This's how I pretend to be, this's what I love

This's how I do, and this's how I shine

I'm nobody but me. 

FFF

(Feb, 5 2017)