I Almost Do

I bet this time of night you still up
I bet you're tired from a long hard week
I bet you're sitting in a chair by the window,
looking out at the city
And I bet, sometimes you wonder about me..

And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me, not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that every time I don't..
I almost do..
I almost do..

I bet you think I either moved on or hate you
Cause every time you reached out there's no reply..
I bet, it's never ever occurred to you that I can't say hello to you
And risk another goodbye?

And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me, not to call you...
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that every time I don't..
I almost do...
I almost do...

Oh we made quite mess baby,
It's probably better of this way
And I confess baby
In my dream you're touching my face
And asking me, if I want to try again, with you?
And I almost do...

And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me, not to call you...
And I wish I could run up to you
And I hope you know that every time I don't,
I almost do..

I bet this time of night you're still up
I bet you're tired from a long hard week..
I bet you're sitting in a chair by the window,
Looking out at the city
And I hope, sometimes you wonder about me..

- Taylor Swift

I couldn't really tell you about my feeling. This song is really belong to me, and totally represents my feelings. I'm not wishing too much, because 'that too much' can hurt me so much.